I loved catching up with this family, big sis been coming to me since she was 1, and look at how big and beautiful she is, not only that she brought along her handsome baby brother. I’m blessed indeed.
Its been 2 weeks since I last held a newborn. It was a nice little break, I got to spend some much needed time catching up, and spending time with my family.
At times I question my decision in pulling back from photography to focus on kids, and I let the feeling of failure creep in, but when I realize what a short amount of time I have to raise my children, those feelings melt away. They are the most important people I have to focus on, yeah maybe I let a lot of opportunities slip through my fingers to be there for them, but not being there for them would be more selfish..no? It’s hard being a human and a parent. You either live this life being selfless or selfish with your given opportunities. No matter what happens to me and photography down the line.. todays decision feels right.
But I cant wait till Friday…….I get to hold another newbie =) ..I’m blessed indeed