Its been 2 weeks since I last held a newborn. It was a nice little break, I got to spend some much needed time catching up, and spending time with my family.
At times I question my decision in pulling back from photography to focus on kids, and I let the feeling of failure creep in, but when I realize what a short amount of time I have to raise my children, those feelings melt away. They are the most important people I have to focus on, yeah maybe I let a lot of opportunities slip through my fingers to be there for them, but not being there for them would be more selfish..no? It’s hard being a human and a parent. You either live this life being selfless or selfish with your given opportunities. No matter what happens to me and photography down the line.. todays decision feels right.
But I cant wait till Friday…….I get to hold another newbie =) ..I’m blessed indeed